New Artwork of Expression

OMG, how long that I didn't update my blog. It seems like forever I never touch this site. Anyway, here are my recent new work that I did during my spare time. Yes you heard me, SPARE TIME, which now I have plenty since after the trip, I'm jobless and penniless. Though it is kinda enjoying realized myself that I can do so much more with what I like to do. Been taking some art classes with Ning in Clazroom, really enjoy a lot in the class.

Anyway, my recent work come back to water colour which now I'm exploring to do more with. Hope my skill have improve!

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Realities and Fantasies

"Is a bliss when you just act dump or be a dummy for a day", a statement that once said by some guy/gal to convince us that it is true. When we acted too dump and leave aside our realities, we will get hurt so deep that none in the end will show us that what is our living all about. Yes I admit that I love to please, I even please someone to the extend that I never know who I really am anymore. Some might said that, "This is who you are. You love to please. So what?!". I always tell myself that, this is who I am but someone showed me how to stand up for myself. I have enough of pleasing, and this is what I'm going to do now. I should stop acting dump and move on to the life I always wanted. FREEDOM.

For my entire life I was living in a cocoon, being protected from the outside world which eventually I am so hurt inside. Being abuses by someone close, being too overly protected and selfish. I am an overly devoted girl friend that actually chocked myself and my love one to be out of breath. I had enough. Now all I wanted to feel is to travel all by myself to have the best out of myself. It is so abstract when I said that. No one will understand but myself. I always love you, but this time my love of my own self telling me that I must let go. Everything has a price to pay, and this time is my love.

I am a very spiritual person but to the extend of the level that is acceptable. Not like I have to perform some voodoo or witchcraft. I sense I was being entrapped and tangled up into something that I can never have. I always dream of a happy life, fairy tale ending and my prince charming will always stand by me and to fight for my love. Everything went deep down to the bottom of the drain now, because someone show me what the real world is. I'm awake now and no longer be cling to your love. Hope that you won't think that I do not love you anymore, it is because I love you too much that I must let go myself.

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Counting down

10 more days will be our first anniversary. 14 days left will be my last day in In2 Marketing. Now my day to day basis routine is to patiently awaits what is ahead of me and counting down for the days to come. A revolutionary road for me to venture with my love one. I do not know what my future will bring me to, but I just know that no matter what, my life with my love one will always stay strong.

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Carrot cakes

I make this carrot cake for father's day, though is specially made for my dad, me and my sweetheart almost finish it all. Not because is not good (:p), but my parents are leaving to Australia, Sydney visiting my sister and her two boys.

Here is the recipe. Enjoy.
(For more other recipes, please visit my other site:MilkVille)

Ingredients

4 eggs
1 1/4 cups vegetable oil
2 cups white sugar
2 teaspoons vanilla extract
2 cups all-purpose flour
2 teaspoons baking soda
2 teaspoons baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
2 teaspoons ground cinnamon
3 cups grated carrots
1 cup chopped pecans

1/2 cup butter, softened
8 ounces cream cheese, softened
4 cups confectioners' sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 cup chopped pecans
Directions

1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease and flour a 9x13 inch pan.
2. In a large bowl, beat together eggs, oil, white sugar and 2 teaspoons vanilla.
3. Mix in flour, baking soda, baking powder, salt and cinnamon. Stir in carrots. Fold in pecans. Pour into prepared pan.
4. Bake in the preheated oven for 40 to 50 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the center of the cake comes out clean.
5. Let cool in pan for 10 minutes, then turn out onto a wire rack and cool completely.
6. To Make Frosting: In a medium bowl, combine butter, cream cheese, confectioners' sugar and 1 teaspoon vanilla.
7. Beat until the mixture is smooth and creamy. Stir in chopped pecans. Frost the cooled cake.

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~Food of the day~

So long haven't update my blog due to some slackness and busy lifestyle but have been doing lots of baking to improve my skill. Having a blast dinner with my sweetheart Soo yesterday. Too bad, we were so full till we were unable to fit in the dessert. Will post the dessert photos in the next post ya. So stay tune!






These Cupcakes and Cookies will one day have its own brand coming up.~ Very Soon!

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Loving you each and everyday

Loving you each and every years,
Bringing me joy with tears.
Never will I experiences with fears,
Because I know you always be there.

Loving you each and every months,
Filling my life with colourful paths.
Being with you surprises my life,
That I will always be grateful all the time.

Loving you each and every weeks,
Making my life at the highest peak.
Embracing life with you makes my heartbeat quick,
Even till today, seeing you makes my legs weak.

Loving you each and every days,
No matter where it will leads its way.
As long as you stay with me each days,
I will be glad to live this way.

Loving you each and every hours,
Fill it with lots of love powers.
Though it might be hard and sour,
Doing it so makes me honor.

Loving you each and every minutes,
Never fail to perform with spirits.
Feeling my heartbeats drums like trumpets,
Which you fill my life with song to sing it.

Loving you each and every seconds,
With a hints of spice in my living.
Missing you is part of my routines,
That it became part of my living.

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~♡Our Song♡~

愛你 不是因為你的美而已
我越來越愛你 每個眼神觸動我的心
因為你讓我看見 Forever，才了解自己
未來這些日子 要好好珍惜
愛我 有些痛楚 有些不公平
如果真的愛我 不是理所當然的決定
感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊 像微風神奇
溫柔的安撫 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 ooh 多麼自然

Forever ♡ Forever ♡ 我只想用我這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 你會是所有 幸福的理由

愛情是場最美最遠的旅行
沿途雨季泥濘 偶爾阻礙我們的前進
感到妳的體溫在我懷裡 像陽光和煦
巧妙的融化 我的不安定
不可思議 證明我愛你的理由 ooh 多麼自然

Forever ♡ Forever ♡ 我只想我用這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 妳會是所有 幸福的理由

妳感動的眼睛 我沉默的聲音
彷彿就是最好的證明
就讓我在說一次 I ♡ you oh (直到永遠)

Forever ♡ Forever ♡ 我只想我用這一輩子去愛你
從今以後 妳會是所有 幸福的理由

Forever ♡ Forever ♡ Forever ♡




I ♡ You sweetheart. I really do.

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~Food of the day~

Food is one of my passion and making them is definitely a part of my joy. Here are some of the dishes that I've made.


Cheesecake specially made for my sweetheart. I named it Cheesoo.

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Nostalgia

Somehow I started to recall back lots of my memories with my dear sweetheart before and after a phone conversation with him just now. I am a person who is easily forget things even to the things that I've just done an hour ago (sometimes*). So I kept all the sms, email and the facebook private messages to remind me that how lucky I am and how much that I love my sweetheart.

The very first facebook private message that I received from my sweetheart:
Title: Hey artist
SB Ken, April 24 at 2:22am
I almost couldn't recognize you=) How's life? And I never knew your surname is Sen.

The very first reply to my sweetheart on facebook private message:
Title: Hey artist
Sharon Sen, April 24 at 3:40pm
Oh my god. You didnt know since we were in SSI...that's sad as for me....I'm fine and jobless...so very free now...sigh*.....looking for jobs...any recommendation...hahaha...

We have accumulate to 101 messages in this title named "Hey artist". There are more to go on another new chapter in a new title. However, other messages will be confidential due to some privacy of both parties.

The very first sms that my sweetheart send to me:
Jun 19, 2009 8:55 PM
At least I sms-ed u b4 meeting u(not only with all those letters)
(This was the most anticipating day that I encountered. Not because that I finally be able to meet my sweetheart, but it was also a combination of feeling nervous and anxiety, worry that something might turned out wrong).

The very first reply to my sweetheart in phone messaging:
Jun 19, 2009 9:34 PM
Sorry...traffic very very bad.......i'm at the pudu area...
(Feeling somehow guilty after reading this sms again because I left my sweetheart waiting).

The one that I love to recall back:
Jun 22, 2009 5:47 PM
Dear,i never run away,u should know. I'll b here,be it sms,a call,fb,u know every mean to reach me,even all these stuff die,u know where can find me. I really thought we were nearer until u told otherwise. I can't control the others n the young boy,but myself,i promise,i'm here always,for u:-)

I miss you sweetheart, I hope that what we have so far will last forever.

With my sweetheart now for 19 weeks.

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Bad day?

Today it was rather a bad day for me. Everything seems to stop evolving around me and I lost touch in almost everything. I've lost my energy to do anything, all I want to do is to sleep and let the day just pass on by me. However, this is not the way it should be. I know somehow this will lead me to a very unproductive and a waste of my day. But yet, no matter how hard I try, the energy of mine still not coming back. I just feel like a lazy Sunday doing nothing, thinking of nothing, not eating, and let the day just pass on by me. Is this really wrong?

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100 days, Monday 28th Sept 2009

On Monday 28th Sept 2009 was our 100th day as a couple. Time passes so fast, that every single time we spend together seems like always not enough. The number 100 is a very special number to me. We have our facebook private message set to 100 messages and start a new title on 101th message. In fact it was my sweetheart's idea and he is a person who is very details in most particular stuffs. This is why I love him so much, because he always seems to remember little things that most people will be unaware.




Kisses and Hugs.

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Waiting

Time passes so fast when I had so much to do while still waiting for my sweetheart to come back. But as soon as the day drew closer, time started to pass slower. Even though it did not make any sense at all, because time does not constantly change it rates of speed. Missing my sweetheart for a week is definitely something unbearable because even just a day, I felt like I have just lost an arm. How can I ever overcome the missing issue here?

Now: 22:45:00 Malaysian Time, SATURDAY.

Missing you in a term of hugging you.
Missing you in a term of kissing you.
Missing you in a term of caressing you.
Missing you in a term to turn you on.
Missing you in a term of your broad smiley face.
Missing you in a term of being a little girl trying to get your attention.
Missing you in a term of you pampering me with all your sensitive and romantic words.
Missing you in every terms that I crave the most now, JUST YOU.

My sweetheart, I'm being a good little girl now waiting for you to wrap me around your arms once again.

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How Sweet It Is (To Be Loved By You)

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

I needed the shelter of someone's arms and there you were
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs
and there you were
With sweet love and devotion
deeply touching my emotion
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

I close my eyes at night,
wondering where would I be without you in my life
Everything I did was just a bore,
everywhere I went it seems I'd been there before
But you brightened up for me all of my days
With a love so sweet in so many ways
I want to stop and thank you baby
I want to stop and thank you baby

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

You were better to me than I've been to myself
For me, there's you and there ain't nobody else
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

*Please mute the sound from uniqlo which is located on the right side of this blog before playing this music down below

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Little Things That I Treasured The Most

Being with Mr.S is something that will always be in my heart. Here are some little things that I shared with Mr.S which I treasured the most.

Little Thing Lists:

1. I love it when you smile. If one day we lost one another, the first thing that flashes in my mind is your beautiful smile.



2. I love it when you hold my hand each time wherever we are. I felt so secure and never worry because I know you will always be there to catch me whenever I fall.



3. I love it when you give me a rush and sudden passionate kiss. I still remember the first time I got such a kiss was when we were heading home from Bangsar and we both drove all the way along each other till you could not help it anymore but to call me and stop at the side of the road. You gave me a very passionate kiss as soon as I opened my car door. Never will I ever forget this no matter what the fade will bring me to.



4. I love it when you confessed your feeling and sentimental values to me. You shared and have no worries of expressing yourself like a true poet.



5. I love it when you tease me. Though to others, teasing might sounds like an offending action, but to me, you always know when and how to do the teasing. Never will you go overboard of your teasing.
   



6. I love it when you told me "I am the only one" followed by a sentence that brings out the meaning of "liking me a lot". I know the word "LOVE" is something that you will never express till you know the right moment to come or perhaps it is something that you will never say but only to show through the expression of our action itself.
   



7. I love it when you said that you miss me a lot even though we are just beside each other.



8. I love it when you snores to indicate how tired you are after we shared our precious moment together.
   



9. I love it when you caressing me and never is all about just sex.
   



10. I love it when you shares everything with me, from the most private conversation such as making love to direct confrontation with the most gentle direction that you can possible come out with.



11. I love it when you pay attention to every details in our conversation, in our daily routine of spending time and almost everything that related to me. Never will you forgot what I've said. *Though sometimes I myself did not even realized that I even mentioned it.



12. I love it that you never fail to give me a hug whenever I need it. No matter how tired or busy you are, you always give me a hug whenever I requested it or when I head to the lowest point of my mood.
    



13. I love it when we just know each others' next step even though we did not hint it out. Such a coincidence to you might sound like the possibilities that you might stats it out, but to me, it is something of a mutual understanding to the degree of what we so called as "soul mate".



14. I love it when you suddenly sing a song to me. This is truly something new, because never will a guy ever expressed through serenading with a song even in public places to me. I will never forget that you sing the most beautiful song under the moon in Melacca Jonker Street stage. *Tian Mi Mi - Teressa Ting.



15. I love it that you always clarify what you said and tried your best of sending the right message and never give a room for misunderstanding or miscommunication. For me, clarification is the hardest and I always deliver it in a mess. However, you always understood what I've explained, even though some make no sense at all.
    

Never that I experienced such feeling with any one before. You are the only one that truly appreciate who I am, my passionate feeling and never fails to tell me or show me your gratitude. These are the 15 lists that I can come out for now so far. But I believe there will be more to come because we have more to share.

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Something to remember

Today on the 15th Sept 2009 that falls on Tuesday, around the time from 12 midnight to 1 am, I had an experienced that was so unforgettable. A feeling of a mutual understanding with cliche feeling of soul mate, I've finally realized that how much I and Mr.S had shared.

"Little experience"
I've placed my mobile phone with Mr.S and on my way back home, I suddenly realized that I had forgotten to take it back from him. Somehow while I drove back to look for him again, never will I figure how to get it back nor will I know what to do next. As soon as I got down from my car, I went straight to his office, but to my surprise, he was on his way coming out with my mobile on his hand about to pass it to me. This is truly a work of a coincidence with the mutual understanding that we had already bond.

To my dear S, if you are reading this now, I am truly blessed because I finally found a soul mate that I can spend for the rest of my life.

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Complimeting

When you are in love, or have the mere idea of being in love, this complimenting and compensating term will never leave on either each side. Not just the complication of the love relationship but also based on the communication between yourself and your colleagues/family/friends. I am a person who loves to be complimented as well as complimenting back. On the same time I am a person who loves to compensate and to sacrifice to give the best outcome for everyone to enjoy. To what extent that either parties has to know their limits of complimenting and compensating?

Job:
Learning a lot of communication and PR skills from my colleagues in IN2. At one point I know I might not behave very professional in dealing with colleagues requirement jobs, but I can say I've tried my best and the connectivity vibes between each other must be collateral. Therefore, I've learned that communication and PR skills development is an essential part for me to move on to a higher steps ground to achieve my goal. The complimenting and compensating part play an important role here to achieve this requirement of "communication" vibes. In order to gain something we need to sacrifice something. Trade off.

Love:
When you are in a relationship, how far will you let go of yourself. For me, I am a person who love to give. Letting go yourself does not mean that you are no longer being yourself but it is a term that describe the trading off. Me and my Mr.S though I am more on the hippie natural down to earth character while Mr.S is more on the scientific factual character, we both have this policies of complimenting and compensating each other. To some degree that Mr.S thought that I am too submissive to the idea of complimenting and pleasing everyone, and thanks to him that I can have some limitation. He is like a rule book that help me to keep myself balance while I am like lose canon that help him to let lose. To both of us, we are like yin and yang, black and white, that we need each other to keep ourselves moving on.

Life:
To my life, here I would like to shout out loud that I am very grateful of what I have and where I am now. I couldn't ask for more.

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In love

This term is so new to me. I never felt this feeling before, though it may sound very cliche to others but to me, this is totally something that is so extraordinary. I always in search for my soul mate, someone who I can share and understand what I felt within. I went out with a couple of dates before, and I always ended up the relationship because I felt that we wasn't meant to be. In a relationship there are always some challenges that we need to go through and some obstacle that we need to solve. And to what degree that a relationship can be so called in love?

Job:
I started to meet and getting close with some of my colleagues. They are sure is a fun group to hang out with. First of all,let me introduced my colleagues:

Ah Hon: (sorry I forgot your full name), he is the surfer boy who loves the beach just like me.

Allen: the birthday boy, I wish you again HAPPY BIRTHDAY and MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. He is big but he has a bigger heart.

Choon Ming: the Malaysian guy who works in Singapore now. He is a very funny guy and we've been through the hardship together in one of his project.

Ethan: our senior guy whom his look does not match his age. :P

Faiz: our senior guy who always very slow in his responses and same as me, he will just laugh at everything and lighten up the stress environment.

Harry: his laugh can be contagious and he is a very straight forward guy who just say whatever he felt like saying it.

Justin: the know everything guy. He always helps me when it comes to IT problems.

Marcus: the guy who loves Shiraz's boy Omar and Hamza so much. Even copyright their photos and put it as his phone wallpaper.

Mun Wai: our senior who always help me in everything when it comes to work requirement.

Poon: my boss and ya he is my boss.

Shinaz: she is the sporty gal and very outgoing gal. She's fast in her pace, a total opposite of Faiz.

Shiraz: he is my fave because of his spontaneity and he we share the same value in lifestyle.

Wilson: he is really funny and always send me those cute emoticons through msn.

Yee Tee: he is the quiet one and shy. But love to tease me to speak more in Mandarin.

I love you guys so much, I hope that I get to stay after the probation ended which is very soon.


Love:
I love to write this part of the blog. Even though I am not an expert in telling a relationship, but I love to express what I feel. My sweetheart Mr.S and me, we confessed and declared our love through fb message and my blog. Well, you might say this is the 21st century declaration of love and confession. It somehow make it more convenient and fast to pass on the message of what we felt. Imagine if it took like a week to send out what we wanted to say, will it be too late? The idea of writing and anticipation is something good which it tests our ability in patience but for me, sometimes a message that had passed on to the opponent might be too late that some damage cannot be undone. Writing to each other had became our routine. How it started was we met in facebook once again after a long lost connection back in high school. We started with a few sentences and ended up with a long and meaningful message. Imagine, we already had a 101 messages in just one subject which started with an introduction. What I can say here is that, Mr.S really complete my life and to him only that I will say this that I am really in love. To what degree of the love can be, I do not know. But for sure, it is something that I cannot imagine and goes beyond what I am capable of.

Life:
My life is so complete that I felt like I do not dare to ask for more in return. I just appreciate of what I have now and I hope it will sustain till the very end of my life. In love is just one part that help me to feel so complete, the others will be the appreciation of what I have now either job, family and friends. Thank you!

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Future

Things that are ahead of us are always some thing blurry and unpredictable. I am not the kind of person who plan very well and perhaps I do not know what is my future is going to be like. I live by the present and my spontaneity of my lifestyle always kicks in to fill the story of my life. Till when and where do I suppose to have a future plan for myself?

Job:
Working in In2 is something that I did not plan but seems to me that it is something that I like to be into right now. Comparing to most of my ex-classmates, a lot of them preferring to work in a smaller agency where the pressure is minimal. Though the jobs that have been given to me do not seems too exciting, but at least the environment cope pretty well for my adaptation. My colleague once asked me, what is my future plan working in In2. Frankly speaking I do not have any plans or goals working in In2 yet, but what I hope is to get to know more about the job tendency of how it works. From now on, maybe my future will be focusing on the 3 years plan of starting a own business. What will the business line be it has to depends on how deep I know from working experiences.

Love:
What can I say but only that I am truly in love. I do not know what I did to deserve this sweet surrender of relationship. Mr. S is my sweetheart that I can consider to be included into my life. My life of the future and my life of the forever. I know it may seems too early to predict, but for me to be with him is the only thing that I know very clearly. For once in my life time, I am assure of what I am into now and what I want for this relationship to go.

Another day, another week,
The absence of you makes me weak.
Patiently awaits is the virtue I gain.
For nothing is more important than to see you again.

Knowing you are busy all week,
Setting your priority that you seek.
For what I can do is to wait and see,
That all this is worth for you and me.

Glad to hear that I am part of your life,
For you to share this is a great divine.
You included me into your life of future,
For nothing is more than I assure,
than to be a part that fills in the line of your life.
Hoping that this risk you took,
Will eventually turn out to be better than it looks.
Our future might seems cloudy and unsure,
Wishing this will turn out to be ablaze.
You complete me.
My sweet surrender,
My Love.

Life:
Moving on with my life of what I currently have now is what I appreciate the most. It may seems nothing to be so great and grand, but to me it is enough to sustain my true happiness. What lies ahead of my future, will be what I had now as a seed and to nurture it into something that I wish to become. I will keep on moving on and see what this seed of mine can grow into in the future.

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Time

Spending time with Mr.S is always the best time that I ever had. For once, that I was speechless when he replied that I have been the one. However, things started to get more complicated when it comes to the choices that need to be made for the options of our future directions. Time is the only limitation that stop us from doing what we want. Choosing the direction of our future in career seems to be the most logical way to have a better outcome in the long run and as for relationship, it may hold to the ideal way that we wanted and it may not as well. When time come to be one of the issue in a relationship, what and how are we going to deal with it?

Job:
Juggling everything altogether for a person to handle is a big headache. Though this is what "work" is so called that we are the laborer to our job field requirement to fulfill what need to be done. I know I am not a good time management person, and I am trying my best to fulfill all the requirement within the time limitation. I should have to learn how to say "no" for once that I can't handle all at one time. I am a bit tired of this where some of them thought that I am lazy and slow. Doing all this at once though the due time given seems to be efficient enough to complete it, but however, things keep coming in between and all the things that come in between seems to be in the same dateline as well. So how am I going to juggle which one comes first?

Love:
For once in my life time I got to say that I had the best quality time spending with Mr.S. He is more than tolerance enough to spare his time with me even though he is one of the person in the world that have the least time to spare. I really appreciate what he had done and given to me because it is more than what he had expected to give for a person. Time may be one of our obstacle, but I will try my best to make sure we fully utilize what we had left and make our relationship the most colorful as it can be. I may not be the most romantic person, and I may not be the most ideal partner, but what I can say is, I will do my best to this relationship as much as I can. This is our song, though it may seems quite inadequate to resemble anything, but to me only this word is enough to explain all I want to say to you.

"You are Everything, and Everything is You"
by Marvin Gaye and Diana Ross

Oh darling
I want to be everything to you

Today I saw somebody
Who looked just like you
He walked like you do
I thought it was you
As he turned the corner
I called out your name
I felt so ashamed
When it wasn't you
Wasn't you

You are everything
And everything is you
Oh, you are everything
And everything is you
'Cause you are everything
And everything is you

How can I forget
When each face that I see
Brings back memories
Of being with you
I just can't go on
Living life as I do
Comparing each girl with you
Knowing they just won't do
They're not you

'Cause you are everything
And everything is you
Oh, you are everything
And everything is you
You are everything
And everything is you

Life:
Time is never enough for a person to fulfill everything that they wanted to do. That is why there is this thing call a "Wish List" and "Bucket List". It is the things that we need to do before we leave this world. I have not started anything yet because I think it is not so important anymore. The reason I am saying so is because, I enjoy every moment that is given to me and that is enough for me to fulfill my life time spending in this world. However, there is of course things that I wish to do, like becoming one of the most famous people in the world in the categories of art field, either in multimedia or even fine art. Though this is just a wish list, it may not come true unless I work for it. Effort do counts in and now I am fully utilizing the time for me to achieve my wish.

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The Little Things

Living in the big city like KL seems to have everything that we need and it is so conveniently that everything that you need just come by so easily. This is why, sometimes little things that we experiences seems to be neglected. When we know we can get one thing so easily, we keen to forget that it is somehow important as well to make the part of our life so special and complete. How and what should we consider an event to be the little thing?

Job:
Working in In2, I started to get along well with each and everyone that I possible can. It is not to say that I need the network so as to sustain myself in the company but it is importance for me to know how the company can makes me feel comfortable to stay in. Each and everyone has their own personalities, hence forth, it is importance for me to know the little things of each and everyone to make the connection a stronger bonding. I am not a very particular person to judge to make friends. I accept everyone of who they are and what they wanted to be. After all, it is their free will to act upon their own decision to be who they really want to be. I just be myself and be down to earth to accept the personalities traits of each and everyone. I appreciate things and I believe each and everyone has their own uniqueness to make themselves of who they are.

Love:
Being with Mr.S is more than meets the eyes. He is unique and he is the one and only kind that I appreciate. He is not judgmental and he always makes me feel comfortable to be around. I know I am a big spender and I am a drama queen that likes to make everything to be the center of attention. But recently, I take things a little slow and I realized that the little things that we shared is so important. For example, the little things like sitting in a park drinking beer and sharing our thoughts, eating ice-cream that can be conveniently bought in 7-eleven, scrolling around the swimming pool area, kissing and hugging, sending sms to each other in the most unexpected time and the most predictable time. All these little things make me feels so satisfied in many ways that I possibly can explain. I know in a relationship there is no such things as smooth sailing all the way. There will be more that we need to overcome, but here I would like to say that I am willing to go through all these obstacle with you, my Mr.S. I know you are a very unique person, and please bear with me that I need sometimes to understand more about you and to adapt to you. You promise to be always there and I will always count on that to keep this relationship going as smooth as possible. The little things that we shared will always be the key to sustain our relationship to have a stronger bonding.

Life:
There are so many things that we need to go through in our life and all these things will eventually determined how our life will turn out to be. Even just a simple thing like eating an ice-cream can bring satisfaction to some degree. All I can advice here is to appreciate each and everything, either good or bad, because all these experiences will eventually be carried forward along your life and our life time span is really limited. Enjoy yourself in any possible way that you can think of and do not make everything in our life too seriously. Relax and enjoy what had been given to us.

A CD cover I did for Mr.S as a gifts for him to enjoy listening while on his way back.

I always think that they both look alike. Especially the chin part.

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