~Food of the day~

Food is one of my passion and making them is definitely a part of my joy. Here are some of the dishes that I've made.


Cheesecake specially made for my sweetheart. I named it Cheesoo.

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Nostalgia

Somehow I started to recall back lots of my memories with my dear sweetheart before and after a phone conversation with him just now. I am a person who is easily forget things even to the things that I've just done an hour ago (sometimes*). So I kept all the sms, email and the facebook private messages to remind me that how lucky I am and how much that I love my sweetheart.

The very first facebook private message that I received from my sweetheart:
Title: Hey artist
SB Ken, April 24 at 2:22am
I almost couldn't recognize you=) How's life? And I never knew your surname is Sen.

The very first reply to my sweetheart on facebook private message:
Title: Hey artist
Sharon Sen, April 24 at 3:40pm
Oh my god. You didnt know since we were in SSI...that's sad as for me....I'm fine and jobless...so very free now...sigh*.....looking for jobs...any recommendation...hahaha...

We have accumulate to 101 messages in this title named "Hey artist". There are more to go on another new chapter in a new title. However, other messages will be confidential due to some privacy of both parties.

The very first sms that my sweetheart send to me:
Jun 19, 2009 8:55 PM
At least I sms-ed u b4 meeting u(not only with all those letters)
(This was the most anticipating day that I encountered. Not because that I finally be able to meet my sweetheart, but it was also a combination of feeling nervous and anxiety, worry that something might turned out wrong).

The very first reply to my sweetheart in phone messaging:
Jun 19, 2009 9:34 PM
Sorry...traffic very very bad.......i'm at the pudu area...
(Feeling somehow guilty after reading this sms again because I left my sweetheart waiting).

The one that I love to recall back:
Jun 22, 2009 5:47 PM
Dear,i never run away,u should know. I'll b here,be it sms,a call,fb,u know every mean to reach me,even all these stuff die,u know where can find me. I really thought we were nearer until u told otherwise. I can't control the others n the young boy,but myself,i promise,i'm here always,for u:-)

I miss you sweetheart, I hope that what we have so far will last forever.

With my sweetheart now for 19 weeks.

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Bad day?

Today it was rather a bad day for me. Everything seems to stop evolving around me and I lost touch in almost everything. I've lost my energy to do anything, all I want to do is to sleep and let the day just pass on by me. However, this is not the way it should be. I know somehow this will lead me to a very unproductive and a waste of my day. But yet, no matter how hard I try, the energy of mine still not coming back. I just feel like a lazy Sunday doing nothing, thinking of nothing, not eating, and let the day just pass on by me. Is this really wrong?

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