100 days, Monday 28th Sept 2009

On Monday 28th Sept 2009 was our 100th day as a couple. Time passes so fast, that every single time we spend together seems like always not enough. The number 100 is a very special number to me. We have our facebook private message set to 100 messages and start a new title on 101th message. In fact it was my sweetheart's idea and he is a person who is very details in most particular stuffs. This is why I love him so much, because he always seems to remember little things that most people will be unaware.




Kisses and Hugs.

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Waiting

Time passes so fast when I had so much to do while still waiting for my sweetheart to come back. But as soon as the day drew closer, time started to pass slower. Even though it did not make any sense at all, because time does not constantly change it rates of speed. Missing my sweetheart for a week is definitely something unbearable because even just a day, I felt like I have just lost an arm. How can I ever overcome the missing issue here?

Now: 22:45:00 Malaysian Time, SATURDAY.

Missing you in a term of hugging you.
Missing you in a term of kissing you.
Missing you in a term of caressing you.
Missing you in a term to turn you on.
Missing you in a term of your broad smiley face.
Missing you in a term of being a little girl trying to get your attention.
Missing you in a term of you pampering me with all your sensitive and romantic words.
Missing you in every terms that I crave the most now, JUST YOU.

My sweetheart, I'm being a good little girl now waiting for you to wrap me around your arms once again.

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How Sweet It Is (To Be Loved By You)

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

I needed the shelter of someone's arms and there you were
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs
and there you were
With sweet love and devotion
deeply touching my emotion
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

I close my eyes at night,
wondering where would I be without you in my life
Everything I did was just a bore,
everywhere I went it seems I'd been there before
But you brightened up for me all of my days
With a love so sweet in so many ways
I want to stop and thank you baby
I want to stop and thank you baby

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

You were better to me than I've been to myself
For me, there's you and there ain't nobody else
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby

How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you

*Please mute the sound from uniqlo which is located on the right side of this blog before playing this music down below

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Little Things That I Treasured The Most

Being with Mr.S is something that will always be in my heart. Here are some little things that I shared with Mr.S which I treasured the most.

Little Thing Lists:

1. I love it when you smile. If one day we lost one another, the first thing that flashes in my mind is your beautiful smile.



2. I love it when you hold my hand each time wherever we are. I felt so secure and never worry because I know you will always be there to catch me whenever I fall.



3. I love it when you give me a rush and sudden passionate kiss. I still remember the first time I got such a kiss was when we were heading home from Bangsar and we both drove all the way along each other till you could not help it anymore but to call me and stop at the side of the road. You gave me a very passionate kiss as soon as I opened my car door. Never will I ever forget this no matter what the fade will bring me to.



4. I love it when you confessed your feeling and sentimental values to me. You shared and have no worries of expressing yourself like a true poet.



5. I love it when you tease me. Though to others, teasing might sounds like an offending action, but to me, you always know when and how to do the teasing. Never will you go overboard of your teasing.
   



6. I love it when you told me "I am the only one" followed by a sentence that brings out the meaning of "liking me a lot". I know the word "LOVE" is something that you will never express till you know the right moment to come or perhaps it is something that you will never say but only to show through the expression of our action itself.
   



7. I love it when you said that you miss me a lot even though we are just beside each other.



8. I love it when you snores to indicate how tired you are after we shared our precious moment together.
   



9. I love it when you caressing me and never is all about just sex.
   



10. I love it when you shares everything with me, from the most private conversation such as making love to direct confrontation with the most gentle direction that you can possible come out with.



11. I love it when you pay attention to every details in our conversation, in our daily routine of spending time and almost everything that related to me. Never will you forgot what I've said. *Though sometimes I myself did not even realized that I even mentioned it.



12. I love it that you never fail to give me a hug whenever I need it. No matter how tired or busy you are, you always give me a hug whenever I requested it or when I head to the lowest point of my mood.
    



13. I love it when we just know each others' next step even though we did not hint it out. Such a coincidence to you might sound like the possibilities that you might stats it out, but to me, it is something of a mutual understanding to the degree of what we so called as "soul mate".



14. I love it when you suddenly sing a song to me. This is truly something new, because never will a guy ever expressed through serenading with a song even in public places to me. I will never forget that you sing the most beautiful song under the moon in Melacca Jonker Street stage. *Tian Mi Mi - Teressa Ting.



15. I love it that you always clarify what you said and tried your best of sending the right message and never give a room for misunderstanding or miscommunication. For me, clarification is the hardest and I always deliver it in a mess. However, you always understood what I've explained, even though some make no sense at all.
    

Never that I experienced such feeling with any one before. You are the only one that truly appreciate who I am, my passionate feeling and never fails to tell me or show me your gratitude. These are the 15 lists that I can come out for now so far. But I believe there will be more to come because we have more to share.

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Something to remember

Today on the 15th Sept 2009 that falls on Tuesday, around the time from 12 midnight to 1 am, I had an experienced that was so unforgettable. A feeling of a mutual understanding with cliche feeling of soul mate, I've finally realized that how much I and Mr.S had shared.

"Little experience"
I've placed my mobile phone with Mr.S and on my way back home, I suddenly realized that I had forgotten to take it back from him. Somehow while I drove back to look for him again, never will I figure how to get it back nor will I know what to do next. As soon as I got down from my car, I went straight to his office, but to my surprise, he was on his way coming out with my mobile on his hand about to pass it to me. This is truly a work of a coincidence with the mutual understanding that we had already bond.

To my dear S, if you are reading this now, I am truly blessed because I finally found a soul mate that I can spend for the rest of my life.

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Complimeting

When you are in love, or have the mere idea of being in love, this complimenting and compensating term will never leave on either each side. Not just the complication of the love relationship but also based on the communication between yourself and your colleagues/family/friends. I am a person who loves to be complimented as well as complimenting back. On the same time I am a person who loves to compensate and to sacrifice to give the best outcome for everyone to enjoy. To what extent that either parties has to know their limits of complimenting and compensating?

Job:
Learning a lot of communication and PR skills from my colleagues in IN2. At one point I know I might not behave very professional in dealing with colleagues requirement jobs, but I can say I've tried my best and the connectivity vibes between each other must be collateral. Therefore, I've learned that communication and PR skills development is an essential part for me to move on to a higher steps ground to achieve my goal. The complimenting and compensating part play an important role here to achieve this requirement of "communication" vibes. In order to gain something we need to sacrifice something. Trade off.

Love:
When you are in a relationship, how far will you let go of yourself. For me, I am a person who love to give. Letting go yourself does not mean that you are no longer being yourself but it is a term that describe the trading off. Me and my Mr.S though I am more on the hippie natural down to earth character while Mr.S is more on the scientific factual character, we both have this policies of complimenting and compensating each other. To some degree that Mr.S thought that I am too submissive to the idea of complimenting and pleasing everyone, and thanks to him that I can have some limitation. He is like a rule book that help me to keep myself balance while I am like lose canon that help him to let lose. To both of us, we are like yin and yang, black and white, that we need each other to keep ourselves moving on.

Life:
To my life, here I would like to shout out loud that I am very grateful of what I have and where I am now. I couldn't ask for more.

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